I left the beach yesterday. The night before i partied hard. I woke up to being asked if i was alright by the wrong guy. I started crying in the car because i missed my family. I’m at my aunts house and it’s unfamiliar and uncomfortable. I start college in 22 days. I feel utterly and completely alone in this.
I have so much I want going on in my mind at once and so much to say. It aggravates me because i either don’t have the opportunities, or it’s not a good time, or i can’t reach out to anyone, or one thought leads to the next and overlaps. It’s just so frustrating. Maybe i should start writing down my important thoughts. Not like i’ll ever get to them though. The conversations are always changing.