If you have never wept bitter tears because a wonderful story has come to an end...– The Neverending Story by Michael Ende (via effyeahyoungadultlit)
It would be a dreary rainy day
I love having my own laptop :)
Isn't it funny how things work out?
My life is such a jumbled mess. My mind is in one place and my body is in another. Just yesterday I was home. Now i’m back here working to get back there. It’s pretty stupid and confusing really. I’m tired of struggling. I know what i want so why can’t i have it? I mean give me a break life. In other news this past month was wonderful. Good friends, good music, good...
This is almost unbearable
Just the thought of not even having a reason to wake up. No one to wake up to and say i love you and kiss me. No one to argue with. No one to make love to! and yes that’s something i will miss. My mind is consumed with these thoughts. I’m almost desperate to find a way back and honestly i think i’m going to look around for cheap tickets and connections. I mean this is the summer....
I miss you
That’s all there is to it and there’s nothing else i can say. I can’t wait to see you again.
It's my last day in Utah
And i am utterly devestated. Brandon Kimball Lewis you are one of the most amazing people i have ever met in my life and i love you with every fiber of my being. I will miss you but remember that in just a short amount of time i could be spending possibly the rest of my life with you. And i don’t mind the thought of that at all. I want you in my life, my future, my present. And i will fight...
3 And A Half Days
Till i’m out there. I can’t wait.
Sometimes i feel like i’m not good enough for anyone and i just don’t belong in this world
I hate cigarettes. I hate the smell, the taste, all of it. I hate being around people who smoke and nearly everyone i know does. Most just keep it away from me but it still bothers me. I absolutely hate seeing my friends smoke. My mom is always telling me how kids my age think they can just stop whenever they want and the next thing you know you’re forty years old and still smoking and...
Cinnamon rolls and new books, what more could i ask for?
I need books. Good romantic books. I also need shorts and some flats. I have two days left of school and one more week here. So so so so so ready to get out. iI’m ready to hang with my old friends and just have fun. Glad i have something to look forward to.
Has been a good day. I slept in all morning, went to work and got off an hour early, took my mom to Olive Garden and now we’re going to go buy a movie. Only one week of school left then one more week till i graduate and leave for utah. Very excited. I plan on having an amazing time drama free :) Life is good.