“And in the beginning, my lungs had too much air in them, whenever you were near, like I could never breathe out enough.
And in the end, my throat closed, whenever you were far, like I could never breathe in again.”—I Wrote This For You: The Art Of Breathing (via kari-shma)
”I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them that no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and you saw them crying in their bed at night or singing to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street and even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think after seeing them at their most vulnerable you wouldn’t be able to help falling in love with them.”
“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.”—Chuck Palahniuk (via roscoe-)
“This is love, isn’t it? When you notice someone’s absence and hate that absence more than anything? More, even, than you love his presence?”—Jonathan Safran Foer, Everything Is Illuminated (via aepocrypha)
When I was a kid, I didn't have a laptop, iPod, Blackberry, PS3, Wifi or iPads. I played outside with friends, bruised my knees, made up stories and played hide and seek. I ate what my mom made. I would think twice before I said "no" to my parents. Life wasn't hard, it was good & I survived. Kids these days are spoiled. Re-post this if you appreciate the way you were raised. I think we were happier kids.
Back to the same routine of doing nothing and being bored and alone. My trip went very well, I did so much in that little time and was very happy. I got to see Jenn and meet Daxton. Both beautiful. I got to see Chelsea which was awesome. I got to see Justus and same and their new apartment along with meeting their new puppy Kuma who is adorable. And I spent nearly every second with Brandon Kimball Lewis. I’m very happy about that too. It’s only been one day apart and i’ve already cried my eyes out and miss him so terribly it hurts. I just hope I get to see him again soon. I’m honestly hoping to get back out there in three weeks from now if it’s possible. And then hopefully he’ll come out and see me. And after that I don’t know. Three more months of school :( But the summer won’t be far behind and I’ll try to make it out there for two months if I have the money. Or maybe he will move to me. I really hope he does just because it would make things easier in the long run and we could start our futures both together and in school. I just hope things go right.
“It’s no good trying to get rid of your own aloneness. You’ve got to stick to it all your life. Only at times, at times, the gap will be filled in. At times! But you have to wait for the times. Accept your own aloneness and stick to it, all your life. And then accept the times when the gap is filled in, when they come. But they’ve got to come. You can’t force them.”—D.H. Lawrence (via misswallflower)